Not to marathon is the answer.

I am just not mentally prepared to take on marathon training for a May marathon. I have my first trail half on April 25th and my first Duathlon on May 1st. I will find a half to run in June, July and have plans to run the Rock & Roll half in Chicago on August 1st and the Chicago marathon in October. That gives me until June to mentally prepare myself to take on marathon training and plenty of halfs to work on speed.